Writers Block!

Happy October to my beautiful readers.

I hope everyone is staying healthy and hydrated.

It's been a couple months, I know. I'm walking into year two of living in Atlanta. It's definitely been one hell of a year for me. So many new experiences and friends. I love my little life here. Of course I'm still missing home though lol. There's literally no place like home, and I realize that every time I go visit.

Everything I've ever loved is back in Chicago but maybe being out of my comfort zone has been the absolute best for me. I'm learning how to be "adaptable" in any situation I encounter.

Where have I been?

I've been stagnant.... I think I just had nothing to say these past two months. Call it "writers block".

Tapping more in tune with my inner self, healing, understanding self worth, appreciating self respect, and setting the bar for those who enter my life has been a lot to juggle. Creating boundaries for myself and others used to be something I struggled with in the past. I made excuses for people that didn't deserve to be "spared". I sometimes find myself still making excuses in certain situations but overall.. I've mastered sniffing out bullshit from miles away. I've mastered detachment with the capability to be emotionless to situations that don't deserve emotion from me. I encourage everyone to master detachment at some point in their life. It creates space for your mental to thrive without someone else.

Is it lonely?

HEALING is very lonely.. I've adjusted to being alone while recognizing being alone and lonely are two different things. It's just hard to attach myself to anyone who I don't feel is beneficial to my healing journey. I no longer want any ties with anyone who is not good for me in any way. Protecting my energy at all costs and distancing myself from those who alter my energy. I thank God every single day for giving the capability and strength to overcome things that used to bother my spirit.

I'm turning 27 on the 25th of October. I don't know how to feel about it yet.. being in my late twenties lol. It's all going so fast but it's definitely making me appreciate life more because I have friends that have died before the age of 22-26. I'm just happy to be here.. alive and healthy.

Love on the people you surround yourself with. Live in the moment, stay off of social media, don't post every single moment. Somethings are worth too much to be shared with the world. People start to feel entitled to know what's going on within your life if you consistently give them something to see and talk about.

Year 27 is very personal for me. I've been someone for everyone else except myself for almost all of my twenties. I refuse to continue that pattern. The next 3 years will be probably the most uncomfortable years of my life. However, I'm ready for anything coming my way.

Love on the people you surround yourself with. Live in the moment, stay off of social media, don't post every single moment. Somethings are worth too much to be shared with the tworld. People start to feel entitled to know what's going on within your life if you consistently give them something to see and talk about.

My next post will be a story time. Something we haven't done in a while lol... I know you guys will be very intrigued.

Until next post...