Welcome to Motherhood...
- Des
- Apr 7
- 2 min read
Well, well, well...
Last year around this time I was telling you guys about the love of my life and how blissful life was .. LMFAO. A lot can happen in one year and I'm here to give you the run down.
Two months after my last post, I ended my five year relationship and later decided that I wanted to pursue motherhood at the tender age of 29. I always envisioned myself to have my first child by the age of 30. So.. being the person I've always been, I went after what I desired. I kept count of my ovulation days and decided to conceive late May. Let's just say God must really favor me because I got it right on the first attempt.
I went on a trip to houston with all my friends as we do every year and shortly after I came back, I took a pregnancy test & it said positive. I was filled with so many emotions at once and a lot of fear. The sudden feeling of not wanting to fail at motherhood and your life changing slowly but surely every month you grow. It was such a long journey especially since I decided to do it all alone.
I know what you all are thinking.. "why would she do pregnancy alone?"
There are so many factors behind my decision. Ive always wanted to be a mother & the unconditional love that comes along with bringing life into this world. You definitely see it from a different perspective once you're all alone. Everything becomes more clear than before and you start to treat life a little differently.
Well my friends, it is now April 2025 and i brought my special girl into this world two months ago. It feels like it just happened yesterday. I'm more than in love with her. I love this little life of mine, and I promise to tell you guys more about it in my next post (:
xoxo
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