Let's Fast Forward...

What a fucking year it has been!

I stared at this blank page for about 15 minutes before I started typing.. I reflected on the year in its entirety and just thought about all the self healing and growth that has been transpiring since we talked last.

I had such a fun year. I did some traveling and spent my time with people that made my year more memorable. I laughed and smiled more than I have in the last couple years and for that I am every bit of blessed. Spending 89% of my time alone definitely has taught me to embrace my own company and understand that being alone does not mean you're lonely. It just means you're choosing to spend more time with God and indulge in your own presence as a whole. I feel like every year there's a set of lessons to be learned in order to move on to the next stage in life. I've learn so many lessons this year that has made me into a better woman. I deal with situations differently than I have in the previous year. I'm so thankful for my growth. God has a funny way of showing you what is no longer serving you in your life. He's shown me in different ways that the only thing you need to have in order to survive is faith and prayer.

I'm here to tell you there is nothing wrong with being alone. Waiting for something thats worth being in your life is better than having bad experiences with people who don't add to your growth or your life as a whole. You attract every bit of who you are. If you focus on becoming a better person you will attract better things in your life. I used to focus so much on the things that went wrong in my life, and I am a strong believer in that being the reason that I could never enjoy the better things that life had to offer. Being in a different environment has helped shape my strength. I am so blessed for everything that God has put me through to get me to this point mentally.

It is a year later... I am healthy, content and receiving my blessings in abundance. I am still working and traveling of course. Making new friends, experiences and memories. I started this blog when I was 25. This upcoming year I'll be turning 29. My God how time flies. Time is precious and I'm reminded that every single day. I'm at that age where being mad for long periods of time depresses me because I'm wasting time doing something other than being happy and grateful.

I want to conclude this blog post with whats to come. I've been utilizing the end of this year to work on a podcast version of this blog. "Her Way Podcast" will be live on YouTube in January 2024. I'm so excited for you all to have a visual version of my blog. I know that not many people are not into reading these days & thats okay. My blog will still be available to read for my readers and my podcast will be available via YouTube for my watchers.

Thank you so much to each and every one of you who take the time to read every word that I post. This truly has been a healthy outlet for me to give you guys some type of transparency while still using it as therapy. You guys have rode one hell of a wave with me.

Until next the next post... (I promise it'll be soon)